To-do/Don't-do list. for now.

be focused.
take care of the cold.
learn properly.
sleep well.
take care!

barcadi.

wow. 4.5hrs, and auto awake.
shit,
absence of alcohol for so long,
and just so little for a night,
and here i am awake,
feeling,
weird.

steamboat

first of its kind in Bath,
certainly refreshing,
with...
not so refreshing people around,
was fun anyways.
life viewed from another screen does seem kinda fun,
and well,
the booze was another thing,
[im too old for this]
things you want to find out about your friends
[i still believe if they trust you enough they'll tell you]
not through some drinking game,
lols,
and well,
its amazing how dickhead tactless people can get,
and how i don't care becomes [fuck] in so many different ways,
and im telling myself here,
take life less seriously,
its not that hard to figure less about these things,
why take it so hard?
and yes, yes, yes,
talking to people certainly is fun,
and...
let shit happen to life,
that's what you get to lament about when you talk with friends,
who cares about how perfect life gets?
humans aren't the kind to remember how beautiful and mistakeless life gets.
they are bent on making the most out of the shit,
cause the shit makes everyone feel good [better] about their own life,
and good things once in a while does spice things up a little.
they do.
so if your life is overperfect,
screw it up.
fail.
and...
relive life all over again people.

its about...

almosts months since i felt like this.
zz.
sry.

study

am i studying?
i donno.
i am absorbing,
i am tired,
i wake up feeling
[i dont want to wake up anymore]
that is how tired i am,
and yet,
i dont sleep early.
i spend time,
doing,
stuff.
stupid stuff.
sian.
whats wif me,
and lamenting.

move on dude.
go sleep.
zz.

its week 7.

though i still want to take a peek into the beautiful europe,
i think that's probably enough. for now.
studying should take front seat.
and, condolences to Dr Roland Su.
life at its best,
the unexpected,
the shock,
and realisation,
that nothing is more important than...
making your loved ones feel cherished.
nothing else really matters most,
cause end of the day,
studies,
and what not,
is not what you are going to regret about.

a while more,
or a long while more,
cause...
the exams registrar is kinda...
slowpoke.

距离

你了解吗？

learned

maybe, maybe not.
we shall see.
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its all in the company, right?
i guess, doesn't matter much actually.
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norway was cold, and the skies were continually grey.
met a few new friends from sg,
guess they mean it when they say 出外靠朋友
though i still beg to differ :x
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how come the river island shirt, kinda, tore.
shit, seriously!
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should settle down to start learning,
it was crazy to have met 3 more teachers-to-be.
they are, kinda much more studious,
and erm,
focused.
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many things to note, like really note down.
dead shag.
my feet are dead, kinda.